18 months of flatline.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Ghost_Rider, Oct 14, 2018.

  1. young_warrior

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    You r right bruh
     
  2. Ghost_Rider

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    Awesome man this is fucking inspirational.
    Also, interesting that you dint develop pied in 20 years. Maybe u used lubes or light grip as I used death grip on penis.

    Also I'm getting tons of attraction from women now. I hope you too.
    Yesterday I was in a public bus and 2 year old baby girl started crying and then I smiled at her and she was all happy.
    I think it's some beyond imagination how Semen preservation works.

    As if all the women in your vicinity whether it's 2 year old baby, 20 or 80 years old, they all can feel your presence.
     
  3. Mattew

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    Actually i always used super death grip, don't know why i didn't have pied.

    About woman attraction, zero, in 140 day i didn't notice any difference, but maybe it's because i always have a dark expression, i never smile, and honestly i don't even want to make the effort to smile, but i'll just keep going and see.
     
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  4. Ghost_Rider

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    Nice. But soon you will see the attraction.
    It's insane how that works.
    So if you don't have pied, why are you doing nofap?
    Are you doing it for spiritual purposes? You
     
  5. Mattew

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    I watched a video with all the problems caused by porn and masturbation, actually more than one video, and besides pied, i have them all.
    Crazy social anxiety, chronic back pain, weak legs, my muscular equilibrium was totally messed up (see the happeh theory), and all other problems that pmo causes.
     
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  6. Queenie%Bee

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    My SO 20 months no PMO . Still Feels low libido , but has morning wood everyday . Has no problems once I entice him , but he doesn’t FEEL the need /urge for sex . We are 2xs week . But then he does get chaser affect . He too was heavily addicted , edged , multi times per day everyday. Very bad for the last decade of it . Gah , I’m hoping his libido improves
     
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  7. Yuro1111

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    Thanks for the advice guys. After that episode with that girl and not being able to get an erection with her naked in my bed really scared me! I really hope quitting this will help me! No porn for 5 days and don't even miss it at the moment, ive never gone this long without it! Have you guys felt better once quitting PMO?
     
  8. jorg78

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    I think that he needs to jumpstart his libido somehow.
     
  9. Queenie%Bee

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    We are trying macca root ;)
     
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  10. jorg78

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    Maca root is great. If you ask me, try a zinc-supplement and eat 100 grams of fat or more (healthy fats)
     
  11. Freeddom_Taker

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    Did you mean from those 10 years of pmoing that you never took a break? I mean no streaks between?
     
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  12. Ghost_Rider

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    Yup same with me. Morning wood everyday.
    If I'm enticed or if someone forces me then I will get an erection but I still don't feel libido.
    I still don't feel to be chasing women and going up to them and talking to them.

    But then there are times when I'm extremely horny and I want to hump every woman that is walking.

    26 days in a month - I'm in a flatline, no libido, lathargy, no motivation to do anything.
    4 days in a month - I'm a horny teen, fully motivated to do my work, go and talk to women and have sex with them. I become normal.

    But I guess that's how recovery curve exist. It's up and down.
    And the guys who have been cured says that, slowly the days you feel better will increase and the days you feel flatline will reduce to the point you don't feel flatline at all and then you can consider you're cured.

    I'm eagerly waiting for that day when I'm horny 30 days in a month
     
  13. Ghost_Rider

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    Nope.
    I did PMO straight for 10 years, 5 times everyday. No breaks in between.
    Finally I know I'm fucked when I couldn't get an erection with a real woman and she kinda made fun of me.
    That's when shit hit the fan and I decided to do search Google about the possible causes of erectile dysfunction and I came across nofap.
    I had pied . But now I'm improving and it all feels worth it after 18 months of flatline.
     
  14. Big Lebowski

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    When did weak erections/pied start picking up for you then? Im still on and off with them to be honest. I had last monday a full rock hard boner for what seemed like the first time in years, somedays semi erections and then some days continuously no erections at all. I was also massively severe and in the end fapped with a limp noodle for two years or more.
     
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  15. Ghost_Rider

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    To be honest my weak erections were happening for last 4 years.
    I used to pmo with a limp dick and it reached to a point where I was Fapping with no erection at all.

    So you can assume how severely I was addicted to pmo.
    I stopped even getting erection with porn.
    It was all about getting an orgasm.

    If I'm sad I orgasm. Pmo
    If I'm stressed I orgasm. Pmo
    If I'm angry I orgasm pmo
    If I'm happy I orgasm pmo
    So I am maybe the extremely rare case of addiction of pmo
     
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  16. Mattew

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    I don't think you're extreme, every addict use the "substance" for the same reason you did, if you're sad, if you're stressed, if you're angry etc...
    It's the same for smoking, alcohol and every other substance.
     
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  17. Big Lebowski

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    No seriously dude, I am right there with you. I never even used to feel libido. The orgasm for me was like a hit of heroin. My sessions were anywehre from 5-15 minutes, favorite scene then job done. I used it much like yourself. I have had symptoms of porn withdrawal for atleast five - six years. Weak erections since I was 18, im now 25.
     
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  18. Mattew

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    You were doing 5-15 minute sessions?
    I've always done the longest session possible, up to 2 hour edging. Don't know if the consequence are worst or the same.
     
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  19. Big Lebowski

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    Well I can assure you it fucked me up massively from where i'm at now in terms of recovery. Although it does feel like real recovery is happening now. The first 10 or so months was constant nagging shithole of anxiety with a few brief days of normality and feeling happy etc.
     
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  20. Ghost_Rider

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    So you're not cured even after 5-6 years? Wow I thought 2 years is the maximum time to cure.
     

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