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18 year old- 4 year porn/masturbation addiction

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by meaningfullife, May 20, 2014.

  1. meaningfullife

    meaningfullife New Fapstronaut

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    I've tried a lot to stop. The maximum I've gone without porn/ masturbation was 20 days. It was the best I had felt in a long time. I keep slipping again and again. I'm a virgin, I don't ever know , I probably have porn induced ED by now. Continuous masturbation over 4 years, multiple times a day. Its killing me. I have other problems, but none of them are as bad as this one. I continuously feel the urge to give in. I just realized how much time has passed and I've been trying for more than a year and a half to stop(4 years since I started). Please help me. I live in Toronto. I'm planning to go for confession, hope that it will ease some of the burden. I haven't told anyone about it, I can't afford to hurt my family because of my selfish ways. I just hope that by the time I'm 19, I'll be able to get rid of this addiction at least for 90 days. I used to be an athletic person with a lot of stamina. Now, I'm panting within a couple of minutes of jogging. Also, as soon as I masturbate I get pimples on my face (acne). Its ridiculous. My best bet right now is to reinstall K9 Web Protection on my laptop, and on my phone. I want to enjoy my life with real human beings, and I'm going to seize every opportunity that allows me to do so. Please help me out, thanks!
     
  2. AnythingIsPossible

    AnythingIsPossible Fapstronaut

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    Welcome to the community man :D

    Check out YBOP (link in sig) to get a better idea of your problem!

    Good luck :)
     
  3. goldmund

    goldmund Fapstronaut

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    Welcome, I just want to wish you the best of luck. The idea of using something to count the days is a good one, my counter has really motivated me to stick to my abstination. Some people use something physical, like marbles or legos, to count the days. The act of resetting your counter or pouring the marbles out of the jar is a really painful one, so it helps the motivation.
     

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