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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by djmotion, Aug 16, 2017.
Update 173/180 .
7 days to go.
115 days! Just equalled my last record
Did a cold shower yesterday, that was extra push to myself - worth it. The workday was tough and I was kinda sleepy. 3h30m in total. The extra effort to do meditation at 21h, before going out to the bar.
Woke up at 9h, just took breakfast.
Today I feel more energy compared to yesterday, lets see.
I'm in day 0
It's not that I didn't expect to get this far, but with a mind occupied by other things (planning works well for me, if only there were a job that paid for that), I didn't think it would come so soon. I haven't even had a lapse of fantasy in the last few days. I'll also sometimes get a minor rumble in my pants when I see a pretty girl.
Thank you all.
Day 185/ day 5
Put extra effort to do meditation at 23:30. The workday was long - 7h effective work.
I had a wet dream and in it I thought I had relapsed. Funny enough I accepted the idea kind of ok.
Woke up at 7:50, ate and even did some laundry. It is amazing how much time I have now, without much hurry.
I went and bought myself a treat yesterday for my first month - a t-shirt that is a little tight, but wouldn't have fit me at all a month ago. A veritable steal at $20.
Played poker with friends, no money involved. Stayed late and got worried.
Woke up easy with 6h sleep at 08:00, and even before my alarm.
In the car to work I realized I feel energetic.
That ia a big change a week in, as last Sunday I slept in and was late for work.
Also fun story this morning: the last girl I had sex with, and the one that suggested I should quit porn, messaged me. We had a painful breakup with a long sencere and open talk. Mostly about my issues, but I hurt her too, kind of. And she realized that she loves herself as she is.
And now she messaged me that her life is going in a great direction after that talk. And that she is sencerly grateful.
My life is also changed after the touch that we both had, so all in all, it is all good.
Day 118 completed ... back is hurting badly ... Did something wrong I think so in the exercise ... Need to stay focused ...
Checking Day 17
Stayed true to my vows and did meditation after midnight, before bed.