197 Days (Need Some Help!)

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by Trying2Not, Jun 26, 2018.

  1. Trying2Not

    Trying2Not Fapstronaut

    So, here I am after 197 days. I started NoFap because it was making me feel worst about myself now, I feel much better. As soon as I stopped fapping I found that I was never able to manage stress so, I used to fap.

    So, Are my erections better than before? Man, they're strongest. I don't know if there was a muscle 'there' as now I can fully erect it just by applying some force. Do I get porn flashbacks? Nope. Do I want to masturbate? I don't know. I don't want to fall into that loop again. In last 197 days I've not gone outside that much, I've spent approximately 180 days at home. It is been 2 years since I've talked to a girl (except relatives). The place where I live in, sex is a taboo, people don't talk about it. So, I don't think I will be able to even kiss a girl (rest is on god :p). As I am totally avoiding artificial stimuli, not having sexual contacts, not even talking to girls, then how am I going to get rewired? How do I release my sexual energy? These days my sexual energy is at peak, and even though I am trying to not to objectify women I still feel like having sex with every girl/woman I see through my balcony.

    After a month I will move to a new place so, I will get chance to interact with girls but, that doesn't means I will have any kind of sexual contact.

    I am strictly against Porn as it really fucks up with you brain, I don't know about masturbation. But, I can't masturbate as I don't want to fall in the loop again. What should I do?

    Thank you!
  2. TheKushagra

    TheKushagra Fapstronaut

    i think that you should start doing meditation as it will help in controlling your sexual energy and transmuting it in a right path.

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