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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by neverlookback, Jul 3, 2015.

  1. Jul 3, 2015 #1
    neverlookback

    neverlookback Fapstronaut

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    Well here I am, this is me crying out for help. I keep relapsing to the point where I don't even feel any remorse. My wife isn't aware, it hasn't overtly affected my marriage but the addiction is getting worse. Since discovering HD content and premium content on free sites I have become further entangled. I am almost at a point of despair. The guilt is tearing me apart, yet I keep going back for more. Yet I know I could be so much more, I could learn and grow and live if only I could break apart from this habit.

    I haven't become completely consumed by it, so I am still able to analyse my behaviour when I am not relapsing. It would be useful to share my insights. But the primary goal is to stop consuming porn. Secondary goal is to stop masturbating.

    May this post be the start of my recovery.
     
    neverlookback, Jul 3, 2015
    neverlookback, Jul 3, 2015
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  2. Jul 6, 2015 #2
    netchina

    netchina Fapstronaut

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    it must be your start of recovery.good luck
     
    netchina, Jul 6, 2015
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