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2 Days Clean & Tempted (addictions suck & my progress so far)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by erebus, May 29, 2018.

  1. erebus

    erebus Fapstronaut

    I've made it 2 days now. I was just contacted by a girl online I used to pay for videos and shit. Man, I had a swarm of terrible feelings come rushing in. I was so tempted to write her back but I think it's best to ignore it.

    Feeling determined to change my life around and to stop being an addict. I've been sober from alcohol for 2 years, weed for 6 months and cigarettes for a year... so I try to tell myself if I can beat those addictions I can do this. I am an addict through and through I accept that. I don't know why this seems so much harder to kick. I guess it's because we have this built into us....like having a cigarette attached to your face and trying not to smoke it.

    I went to the clinic about my STD today. I thought it was HPV but turns out it's actually a virus that will go away, although it takes from 6 months to a year to clear. I guess that gives me a reason to abstain from sex for that long. I don't want to spread this to others.

    I hope I can stay strong, you guys all inspire me to keep going. Just wanted to give you all an update in case my story helps anyone at all.
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  2. Mister Fire

    Mister Fire Fapstronaut

    Try meditation, it helps overcoming addictions and gain self-control !
  3. thelasttruthtold

    thelasttruthtold Fapstronaut

    Yo brother. You have acknowledge you have a problem which is the first step to change; that takes courage itself. You have taken it upon yourself to beat addiction by being pro-active. Good luck

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