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2 escorts are visiting my city

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Mr.Anderson, Aug 5, 2020.

  1. Mr.Anderson

    Mr.Anderson Fapstronaut

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    Hi, I just broke my streak of 10 days no PMO: I was sitting in front of my computer alone and I couldn't resist to watch which transwoman escorts are in my city at the moment and with my surprise I know 2 of them from the porn videos they made...
    I couldn't resist to watch their videos again and obviously at this point I relapsed twice, I am disgusted and aroused at the same time.
    Only 2 days ago I was thinking how I could like that stuff and thinking about transwoman I didn't feel any trigger, I fell I was healed, I put myself into the hole again.
    Now I am thinking to set an appointment and meet one of them for real, what should I do?
     
    Last edited: Aug 5, 2020
  2. Give yourself a pat on the back for making it to 10 days, that's great.

    Don't further indulge in the temptation, it may just hurt you more and leave you with further regret. Shift your focus to something that makes you "feel at home" - this can be anything.. reading, writing, watching a particular movie, listening to certain music, etc.
     
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  3. Candun

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    Sometimes when you relapse you are kind of irrational and consider/do things the real you would never actually do. I would recommend leaving electronics and the internet alone for a while and do some other things while you clear your head.
     
  4. That's a brilliant idea, I think we should all do this every so often for retaining our mental health in general.
     
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