2 months Hard mode and A DECISIONS IN LIFE . . . . .

For 2 months i am on hard mode and finally getting out of intense flatline that started only after a week or so. It was so deadly. i have left watching tv, movies and you may believe or not , i dont even see a girl , i know it sounds wierd but actually i manage to do it by fasting a lot. sometimes 3 to 5 days consectively and then i take a rest of a day or 2. i also keep working out on rest days, i try to not be inside my home on weekdays. and spend my weekend and weekdays studying the ocean of knowledge.

finally headaches are less and i feel better. i can see a ray of light, dont know if i will recover like 100 % ever or not but i am positive.

i Feel intensly lonely

so i have Made a descision to get married and keeping it simple. Good bye virginity.

hope at this stage of rewiring, marriage will help And will fill the emotional void.

i will try to get marries within a few monthts.


pray for me fellows.

 

thank you so much brother... means a lot

 

i never had a girlfriend. It will be aranged hopefully.i will marry her and make her my best friend. <3

really excited.
i have seen her a few times before. really cute.

i pray that i get her forever if she is the one...

 

actually brother when a fast i eat once before sunrise and once after sunset i break my fast. i keep taking days off for fasting.

benefits are unbelievable
brain fog is gone.
no urges at all
BEST PART IS THAT IT HELPS DOPAMINE RECEPTORS HEAL AND REWIRE TOO FAST, AS BRAIN GETS ZERO DOPAMINE ALL DAY.

 

You dont sound like a preacher at all , but just a loving brother. Your advice really means a lot to me brother and i really love you for caring about me. well yes i will recover completly first, before marrying , but i think starting a healthy family life should be a real boost in recovery. definately base of mariage should be love and shared values and i am all for it, and not to fulfill lust, that would be no good to get married for fulfilling lust. As you said you already had relations with women, that makes your story different because i never even touched a girl, had any girlfriend or even talked to one informally. you were also not married so you were not committed too, to initiate a family. i guess your relationship was not in persuit of a family life.

otherwise sex is obviously a lovely part of mariage too but real thing is the emotional relation, i dont think any one can be emotionally complete without mariage, maybe your culture is different , so there one can be emotionally satisfied without marriage because you can have relationships out of marriage.

where i live. wives are best friends and best lover and cute girlfriends, and a devoted wife obviously. so its a great difference here.as i never had a contact with a girl ever in life. so every experience will be new unlike your case.

hope i didnt sounded like rude or something , i didnt meant to be.

 

if one doesnt looks at other women then his wife,,and has only one source of sexual satisfaction then his wife then he cant lose interest in her