2 weeks in, then.. RELAPSE

So dumb, I'm not that discouraged though. I'll get right back on the horse. I'm no longer of the "all or nothing" mentality, besides this the longest I made it. It's strange though, I wasn't that horny just somehow convinced myself to do it, funny how the brain works against you like that. I think sometimes it's not about will power so much as about better reasoning with my impulses. I think I need to use my will power to form better habits that will alleviate my impulses, rather then try to power through urges every day. I need to get the dopamine from somewhere else, like working out or art. The difficulty is forming those habits.. But if I do that then maybe come day 14 again.. instead of my brain screaming "PMO!" It will be only quietly saying "pmo" while Loudly pronouncing "Gym!" or "Draw!."