20 days and going strong.

candyman77

New Fapstronaut
Im 20 years old and i started porn when i was about 13 or 15, I watched and masturbated to it daily for 4 or 5 years and then 3-6 times a week for the rest. I wasnt really turned on by my now fiance and my addiction got so bad that i started getting into wierder fetishes and obscure videos because the norm didnt even stimulate me. I would scroll for over an hour looking for the perfect 5 seconds of a video to blow my load to. i had no willpower. my work ethic was terrible, my relationship with God was awful, and i had constant anxiety. i would overthink and play over every little mistake and thought on repeat throughout the day. I was in dire need of change.

After 20 days of no porn and NoFap and i can say that its the best thing thats ever happened to me.

Instead of thinking of porn, i think of my fiance. Instead of fantasizing about porn, i fantasize about my fiance. Instead of being aroused by porn, the simple sight of my fiance's butt in leggings while she washes dishes makes me light headed, my face goes red hot and i get an erection so strong that i get blueballs for hours or even a full day. That hasnt happened since our first date 3 years ago!

I now have so much masculine energy that i just never had before. Tasks like the gym used to feel like a slog, now its one of the highlights of my day and i push really hard with lifts i was to sheepish to even try because i thought id fail. I had a shoulder injury that id whine about everyday for over a year feeling sorry for myself but after 20 days of no porn NoFap, mqking the decision to get help was so rediculously easy! im going to physio and actually making progress!

Its incredible how much can change in such a crazy short amount of time.

Ive lost wieght,
I can say no to things,
Im more confident,
My voice is deeper,
Im not constantly anxious,
Litterally every part of my life has improved 100x

What ive learned is that porn consumes every single part of your life. Even the things you think it doesnt.

im not going to fap or watch those disgusting videos anymore. 270 days until im married and then i can have sex with my wife like im supposed to!

Keep yourself busy and keep pushing.
 
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