20 year old addicted to ts porn. Looking for help, check out my post

I am a student in a foreign country. I have been addicted to ts porn for about 3 years. I used to watch normal porn during highschool but once I moved to a new country and I was alone I filled the boredom with this new addiction and haven't stopped since.For the past year I have been trying to quit every day and every day I fail. I can't control it anymore and I really need some help from outside.

I used to go out, and talk to a girl I liked at a cafeteria or a bar like a normal person and got successful many times, but fapping has really affected my social skills. My friends don't know because most of them live in different countries, and if I ever told them I would lose all respect in their eyes.( they know about fap addiction but they dont know about the type of porn, thank god. I have been living in a loop for this whole past year like I have been asleep. My memory is foggy all the time, and I am ashamed of myself, and I see nightmares too. I am in my final exam period now too and I cannot focus for 10 seconds without wanting to fap, and after that i relax and cant focus again.

Other than this addiction I am a normal guy, into working out, learning, even working on a youtube channel, learning video editing in the process. I'm European.

I am looking for an accountability partner. Someone in a similar situation that I can chat with and motivate eachother to stop, like eachother personal private therapist and friend.

No discrimination here, dont care if you are into god, destiny, or the universe. Just between 20-23 years old. I am looking for strength, someone who is rly determined to quit and will be commited and someone who values strength and not weakness, not just a shoulder to cry on. Who knows maybe we can be friends and one day when successful we can look back and be grateful for this.