200+ days. Success Story

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  1. Aquilla

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    Story:: I think I came in contact with Porn when I was about 16 years old at 17 I began to delve deeper into it and then became addicted. I never thought I was cos I could go just 3days after indulging it was hard for me for four years I've tried everything I could to get out of this mess all to no avail. It affected me in many ways, my brain, my energy, negative thoughts, objectifying women and more. If not that I now know what porn can do, I used to think I was less of a man I was slow, not confident, brain fog, easily irritated and isolated more than I used to.

    Process:: I had tried everything to get out of this mess all to no avail. I believe Jesus Christ died for my sins and gave me power over sin and sinful habits including addictions. But it's one thing to know it and another to experience I tried man but nothing.
    So one day I prayed and got a nudge from God to spend at least 2 hrs a day reading the Bible. I started it for a while as if it got worse but I continued regardless all of a sudden the addictions began to wane gradually, I used to go tops 5days before but now I'm 200 plus and still counting without will power I have slayed this monster.

    Benefits;: wow the Benefits are so much, I have clarity of mind, my memory so impeccable I recall roads and buildings where I live when I was 7 years old and in detail, social anxiety completely gone, more confident and motivated, happy generally, I don't objectify women I respect them and now see them more beautiful even though chasing them is a far less priority now, my sense of humor has gone up, I'm very focused and deep in thinking, my song writing talent is through the roof, my PIED is cured even though I'm not active in the sex thing I now have my morning woods back, erection is hard as a rock, energy and time are skyrocketed, my urges are far easier to control, deeper voice, not needy or dependent, I'm kinder, friendlier but less nice I don't have nice guy syndrome any more, I enjoy small pleasures and gains I look forward to big things and a generally happy person more than I used to be.
     
  2. Strange10566

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    I want to get out of this mess so badly ,please help if you can.
     
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  3. Jamex

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    Yeah.
    We need to
    Am currently on a 10days steak.

    You wouldn't stop until you put in measures to ensure you don't do it.
    In short(Take massive action)
    You would fall many times but must get back up as quick as you can.

    The negative effects of it is so vast ..
    Including severe mental issues and Impotence.
     
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  5. Different Built

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    Did you have flatlines? I’m 109 days in and flatlining since day 36. Pmoed for 3 years. Need some motivation
     
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  6. Aquilla

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    About day 40-45. Pmoed for 4 years
     
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  7. Do you still read the Bible daily?
     
  8. PMO addict1

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    Congrats... brother... :)... may I ask u after how many days.. ur social anxiety was gone......???
     
  9. Thanks for your personal testimony.
    With Christ it's indeed able to overcome whatever sin.
    Addiction is just repititive sinning.
    Thanks for mentioning reading the bible more!
     
  10. Aquilla

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    I guess about 60 - 80 days
     
  11. Aquilla

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    Yea I do, but sadly not as I used too. But I'll be more serious this new year
     
  12. Aquilla

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    Yes Sir. So negative people don't realize
     
  13. Aquilla

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    I think you should read my posts again and do what I did. You can also try to spend less time on your phone so you can spend more time to read. Besides I guess the less time you spend on your screens the less triggers
     
  14. PMO addict1

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    I am on 149 days.... But I did not see any improvement at all..... :(... Intense brain fig and social anxiety despite reaching 5 months
     
  15. Aquilla

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    How long was your PMO? Some may come gradually or at the same time. Keep the faith
     
  16. PMO addict1

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    Since 14 years of age... Now I am 25.. started nofap 2 years. ago.... I used to fap daily for 3-4 times for about 10 years......
     
  17. TrueSaiyan2.0

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    It's weird how you said you started reading the Bible. I read some last night before I went to sleep and this morning I woke up feeling rejuvenated a little bit. The past two day's have been a down low for as I'm honestly just looking at photographs and pixels. I'm not shy to say I look at. But honestly right now I feel as if my prayers aren't manifesting threw spirit. I don't know how but I can just feel this blockade. My thoughts have been that of I'm not a man and just failing in life right now. Woman don't even bother me on dating profiles unless its the unattractively bigger or Woman that I think purposely post ugly pictures. I honestly believe I am a 7/10 good looking man, excluding the six pack, shredded physique, and jaw line. I guess you made me realize that when I get threw a day, I'll be rewarding myself with life instead of draining my energy.

    Today is looking good for me. I plan to keep busy and work on this massive healing process.
     
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  18. Aquilla

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    Just keep pushing man I said before it seemed like It was getting worse that's just satan fighting just continue reading it you will be seeing significant changes. Don't allow condemnation get to you. God is proud that you want to leave the habit
     
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  19. Aquilla

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    So about 9 years I guess since you spent more time in porn your body needs more time to get back fully. It's normal I only spent 4 years in that shit
     
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  20. PMO addict1

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    So My 5 months are Not enough for now???.. But I was expecting just Slight Improvement in my social anxiety& Brain fog.. But its not coming even a bit
     

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