200 is a small beginning! let's surpass old self!

most of you need 90 days experience. here is my 90 days' post:
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-90-days-experience-for-sharing.90729/
this is how I feel at this moment:
At this period, you need to understand all of your feelings (which are about urges), no matter what, self - test is equal to relapse. Never trust this kind of feelings at this period.
at the same time, do something you need to improve yourself.
don't blame, no need sympathy (sympathy only creates princess in my opinion). but understanding makes progress. everything is step by step.
keep this in mind: There is not short path no matter you are, rich or poor, smart or stupid, abled or disabled. the path to victory has no emotion. any jealousness or hatred would drag you deeper into failures. any goodness would solve your darkness easily. however, don't forget to move up (or you say surpass someone, self and others).
be realistic, don't be emotional. working with a partner is a good way, but don't forget your own glory, because others couldn't help much one day. you have to walk out, and tell your old self: I am growing up, thanks to all the suffering and harshness (APPRECIATING ALL THESE DIFFICULTIES). because instead of becoming darker, you are brighter.
cross.
Shin Iu

 

never think about sex, it is bad for you anyway. don't let the temporary enjoyment to mess everything up. peace.

 

Surpass the world! Let's see how strong I am! How powerful I could become!

 

I fixed the printer ink and printed my resume for a part-time casheir job. I really want to read some of my books for next semester. but time just killed my motivation. I believed this time when I was busier, I could do much more. So this job would push me working more!
Blessing TO EVERYONE! APPRECIATED YOUR HARD WORKING HERE!
Amen

 

206. Work on excel macro. Old school stuff. Wish all you are clean today! Stay clean and confidences follows afterwards!

 

207. Work in the morning

 

S208. No matter what, keep moving up!!!

 

treat yourself as a monk instead of a person obscene all kinds of romances. All the movies are stupidly unreal. But you are real.
BE REALISTIC!

 

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