[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 2

 

Day 8: done.
Day 9: In progress...

 

Day 2/21

 

Day 7 completed.

 

4 / 21 ...

 

Day 15.
No time for urges.

 

Day 6 complete.
Day 7 in progress.

 

Day five.

Urges are starting to kick in more and more as well as sexual thoughts but I'm holding back. My main problems aren't the urges generally but the times when they kick in, for example in school or sometimes even mid conversation... That just annoys me so much.

What really helps me to shake off an urge though is if I think about the fact that if I relapse I'll only be satisfied for a few minutes and that I'll feel terrible after doing it. I just keep reminding me of this all the time.

Also im tyring to be productive as much as I can because then I don't just waste my time and I forget about PMOing most of the time.

Wish y'all good luck, see ya.

 

Day #17. Little fuzzy around the edges this morning after dinner with the guys last night, and historically that's been a trigger to go online during work when I'm feeling a little bit tired and hungover. Luckily I have a pretty busy day with lots of calls scheduled, so really no time to go do any of that mess anyway. Have to be extra diligent though and not keep occupied to avoid any temptations to slip. Otherwise still doing great. Last night when I got home I had a brief though of going on my phone to look for some P since everyone was asleep, but I quickly realized how late it already was and that doing that would probably take longer than I wanted it to, so I quickly dismissed the thought and went upstairs to bed.

 

Day 2 complete! Only able to confirm this after a cold shower near mid-night.

 

So close!

 

Day 4/21
Honestly forgot how many days I was on, been busy doing so many other things recently it slipped my mind.

 

... day 4 ...

 

Day 11, there has been temptation but I'm feeling...ok with that, it's there, but it's not controlling me

 

11/21

 

Can I join this challenge. As I have completed 14 day challenge ... But still I relapsed after doing 14 day challenge.

 

Ok

 

Couldn't log yesterday! I'm here Day 2/21. Feelin' good, feeling urges also. Stay strong ppl

 

I'm doing the "scare away PMO" October challenge so I can do this one at the same time. Currently on day 5.

 

I just hit day 1 so I'm going to do this challenge