day 4/21 i can't sleep in nights. Feeling fatigue. Also experiencing this new feelings about sex like i am new to it and excited about it. I also seeing that many person here having wet dreams and hard on in the morning but nothing happened with me so far. I am on 25 days without pmo. Any ideas?
Hello guys I am new to this challenge I completed my 7 days challenges 2 times in 7 day challenge forum Today I am 15 days abstain from PMO I will finished my 21 days here in this group So I request to admin please allow me to join here I need that
damn I had been relapsing for about two days now but I'm back in the game. dear God, give me the strength to not falter. He gave me the strength to do the 3-day, 7-day, and 14-day challenges, and He will give me the strength to keep up a lifelong PMO free streak. day 0 LET'S GO
I could say Day 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,& 9 but because I haven’t been posting everyday....fuck that. Ima start over and say Day 1 of 21 (and this is not a reboot)! I’ve just been busy, but either way let’s do this!
Oh, I didn't read the guidelines, so I should reset my counter cause I joined this at day 15, right? I can still keep my personal count going (21+15=36).
20/21...its getting better. I was feeling sadness today, but the feeling was impermanent and then I was feeling a bit relaxed and content. And that was impermanent too. I am learning to experience it all without fear or rush.
16 days near to end What happened yesterday night I was working on computer on internet I did work after 13 days in night becoz I was scared to may be working late night work can trigger my disease But yesterday was urgent work I was browsing you tube for videos Suddenly mY eyes goes to one seductive video You can not imagine same time My brain suggested me to play that video But know what was my state of mind that time to total confusing and very fastly many thought coming n going I become dumb that time and thinking what I do My awareness was disappeared and I was going in the grip of fantasy world and with one hand I am rubbing my P Suddenly I feel some courage and took decision to shutdown pc And I don't know how I act that I shut down my PC and go to sleep I could not sleep full night but I did not turn on again in night Thank to my higher power he saved me from relapse And thanks to you people you can understand me and my feeling
Here I go again, 0/21... I used the most stupid excuse ever, but now at least I know I can't use it anymore as it simply doesn't work. F*ck this, I'm going to nail those 21 now!
