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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Sep 9, 2017.
i am not here to sattle i am here to achieve i was just getting warm up...
Feb 15th = 21 days!
9/21. Let's get it!
Getting thru today was very tough, I mean VERY tough, I wanted to rub one out so badly. But alas, I held true to my convictions, and it’s with that notion that I can say DAY 14 OF 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. Happy Valentines Day to anyone that cares about that stuff lol
Day 16 going strong
Immediately logged in here to escape after countless triggers started to fire and tempt me. I keep having thoughts like "it won't hurt just to look at without the M" but I can't even risk looking at girls on the social media. Do you guys think going completely rogue can have side effects?
Day 2/21 completed. Some troubles during sleeping but it's okay
2moro will be 21days!!!!!!!!!!
If by rogue you mean just forgetting all you know and go full pmo, then yes. The guilt you are gonna feel will eat you up, cus you know better by now. Thats how i have been feeling this past days.
I almost succumbed to watching porn. I took some unnecessary grey area risk. Knowing i could be triggered. I had spare time and nothing to do with it ,but i just realised i could have studied my bible. Why ddnt i do that. I realised i had no goals set for the day so my mind couldnt remind me.
Part of my plans for the day was to meet my accountability partner for counsel and envangelism and thank God i ddnt give in because i wouldnt have been able to do any of that, i probably would have stayex home with my guilt riding me. I also need to let go and forget about myself.
I qlso got to hang out with people to celebrate and have a good time in Gods pdesence for the valentine celebration. Also my girl suprised me. Its funny how porn can rub you of so much real pleasure and satisfaction.
10/21. Whoever said this was going to be easy?
I think you misunderstood my concern. I am retreating even from small interaction with girls especially in the social media. Would that have side effects in the long run because as of now it it is extremely helping me get away from PMO
I will not watch pornography today because it is Jummah (Friday prayer)! I should study hard today, and have some time to relax and chill with friends before they go on their winter break!
On day 2. Feeling good.
I have found that I completely self sabotage. When there is a girl I like, or think I may have a chance, I ruin it completely with PMO. Almost like a defence mechanism. As in I think I will fail anyway, so pre empt it with PMO, which pretty much guarantees that I will fail. So so stupid. Maybe I am subconsciously trying to protect myself from getting hurt again. None of it makes sense.
Day 1 starting over again.