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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Sep 9, 2017.
Thank you for your advice. I really appreciate it.
Ok so I relapsed, like 2 weeks ago and I’ve been acting really stupid ever since it happened... but I’m hellbent on quitting, I’m so sick of this addiction... it’s been weighing me down for 13 years. Ever since I first discovered internet porn it’s been an on and off habit, mostly on... I hate it so much it makes me sick! Sometimes I wish I could just delete all my memory of porn and restart. I get so depressed when I’m on a binge, but yet I keep falling back in to temptation, even after I’ve had a taste of what it feels like to be free of porn. I still seem to go right back to watching it. I really do hate myself to a certain degree, I just want it to stop. Day 0
I'm in! Day 0/21
Starting Day 4.
Day 6 of 21!!!!!!
- No urges
- Need to clean my room tonight
- Need to sleep early & wake up early
- Be more diligent with my prayers
I relapsed at the start of 2nd day
I start again 0/0
Day 9/21 completed
Will write more in the morning.
I relapsed just a minute ago. The urges crept in yesterday but I slept it off. They were in rage today though and I feel victim to it. Restarting at 0/0.
Don’t give up man, I feel your regret...