1/21.. Just got off the 14 day challenge and now onto this one.. I didn't have any urges today, but for reason I do feel like I want to have sex... I saw this picture of a girl doin a certain pose that just kina got me.. And now it's in my head.. But I doesn't make me wanna masturbate but more of just go and do the deed.. LOL.. I have never felt this particular way before.. But I am still keepin strong.. I still need to work on avoidin triggers.. Hope you fellas are keepin strong too..
I failed a 30 days challenged on the 14th day a few ago, so I change to get into this slightly shorter (and easier) challenge, after a long while since my last successfully 14 days challenge. Day 0/21.
Reset ... talked about in my blog. Texting with a guy I’m interested in (and apparently he’s really interested in me!) went too far. So, 0-21. It’s okay! Every new streak starts somewhere. Time to make this one awesome.
Day 2 of 21. Feeling good. Not drinking is helping me more than ANYTHING. That shit makes me lazy, weak-willed and turns me into a fucking pussy.
Day 3 of 21. Some urges earlier, but I ate and went to bed. Woke up with a new-found grit and determination.
Day 19 of 21. Confidence much higher. People notice my skin. My brother’s dog chooses to be near to me than him. A 4 year old kid of a friend that I met the first time came to me and took my hand for a walk. Played with me at the pool. She picked a flower and gave to me. When we were heading back she asked me to carry her and didn’t want to go back to her parents. Such a strange thing that happened that night. It was like I am a magnet to the kid.