Day 3 of 21. Some urges earlier, but I ate and went to bed. Woke up with a new-found grit and determination.
Day 19 of 21. Confidence much higher. People notice my skin. My brother’s dog chooses to be near to me than him. A 4 year old kid of a friend that I met the first time came to me and took my hand for a walk. Played with me at the pool. She picked a flower and gave to me. When we were heading back she asked me to carry her and didn’t want to go back to her parents. Such a strange thing that happened that night. It was like I am a magnet to the kid.
Day 11. the thoughts and temptations are always there, they never go away... But they are definitely not as strong as they are when your pmoing every day. The thought or pornographic image is always go to pop up from time to time, but I am finding that if I don’t dwell on it, it will go away, The trick is NOT dwelling on the thought lol. If you can manage that then your golden. I wish the best to everyone on this challenge, god speed fellas
2-21. You know what I’m finding? Even though I’m on the beginning of a new “streak” ... since starting this, increasingly, I just don’t take people’s bullshit anymore. I love it.
Day 20 of 21. Feels good to reaching tomorrow 21 being my first try of nofap. I am even thinking I am not addicted to porn perhaps masturbation. But still I need to do the exercise of rebooting. Higher confidence.
Just 1 day shy of 21 and had a relapse but not to porn. I had MO. Disappointed with myself but still 20 is 20. Will try again and go for longer streak.
