That sounds terrific... well me not so much... I haven't felt that what you describe for years i guess... and ofc i want to know
All you are looking for is inside, not outside. Deep inside your heart there is an ocean of love and joy waiting for you. And if you do not know how to open the door of your heart - look for someone who can help you. Don't fall in love - rise in love. The thirsty man smells the water. There is always hope. Always.