Hi everyone.. Im pretty sad. Depressed and confused while typing this. I used to see myself as a strong confident male. I used to have heaps of girlfriends. And always was pretty confident about myself. This until 3 years ago. When I stumbled upon sissy hypnosis. I think subconsiously I always liked being a bit submissive. But hypnosis changed my life. My sexuality. It made me very inescure about myself and who I am. Up to the point where I am now, where I'm looking into being a transgender. About actually becomming a mindless object all these videos and audio's told me to be. And I cant do this any longer. I dont know who I am anymore... Multiple times I told myself: 'I stop watching these hypnosis for atleast a month, if I still feel like being a female I will go see a therapist and see what I can do to become one.' But i never stop watching them. Im just back being hypnotized for sometimes 3 hours non stop. And I dont want to be like that anymore. I want to know who I am. Go back to being confident. I feel pretty alone in this battle. And because I got the feeling I cant do this alone. I signed up to NoFap, I need help.. Im not quite sure on where to go from here so any suggestions, or people who've been going trough the same would be really appreciated. Id like to hear from you.