23 year old male. Had enough of hypnosis.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Stormrage, Nov 6, 2017.

  1. Stormrage

    Stormrage Fapstronaut

    Hi everyone..
    Im pretty sad. Depressed and confused while typing this.

    I used to see myself as a strong confident male. I used to have heaps of girlfriends. And always was pretty confident about myself. This until 3 years ago. When I stumbled upon sissy hypnosis. I think subconsiously I always liked being a bit submissive. But hypnosis changed my life. My sexuality. It made me very inescure about myself and who I am. Up to the point where I am now, where I'm looking into being a transgender. About actually becomming a mindless object all these videos and audio's told me to be. And I cant do this any longer. I dont know who I am anymore...

    Multiple times I told myself: 'I stop watching these hypnosis for atleast a month, if I still feel like being a female I will go see a therapist and see what I can do to become one.' But i never stop watching them. Im just back being hypnotized for sometimes 3 hours non stop. And I dont want to be like that anymore. I want to know who I am. Go back to being confident. I feel pretty alone in this battle. And because I got the feeling I cant do this alone. I signed up to NoFap, I need help..

    Im not quite sure on where to go from here so any suggestions, or people who've been going trough the same would be really appreciated. Id like to hear from you.
  2. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

    You are far from the first person to suffer the horrible effects of sissy hypnosis.

    The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
  3. Stormrage

    Stormrage Fapstronaut

    Talking with people. Sharing my stories and feelings.

    Looking into audio files. Watching videos. Seeing rolemodels. People/characters who grant me strength and wisdom. Looking up to people who give me the power and strength I so truly crave.
  4. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

  5. There are some other threads here on sissy hypnosis. I had never heard of it until I came to this forum and it sounds like some really bad shit. I've read of a few people who's story parallels your own. That stuff seriously messes up your brain. But that doesn't mean it is permanent. Our brains are susceptible to suggestion and when it's reinforced with a sex/dopamine reward I suspect the effects can have a deep effect on the psyche.

    You need to do a reboot. Let your brain heal itself. No porn, no masturbation, no orgasm non looking at pictures or half dressed me /women. You need to get outside and walk, try to be social. You need to read about addiction recovery and figure out how you got into this hole. I would urge you to find a good Therapsit who has is a. CSAT. You need to delete/destroy any and all sissy lorn/hypnosis you have and block it from your devices.

    You can make it through this.
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  6. I've never even heard of this either until now. That sounds almost terrifying. I second the above, I would stop watching that kind of thing as soon as you can. I'm scared to even look it up. :emoji_cold_sweat:
  7. Stormrage

    Stormrage Fapstronaut


    Yeah I will stop from today on. And please for your own sake. DONT look it up...
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  8. I just have to ask, what even is it? Is it transgendered/cross-dressing folks having sex or something while you see images of messages telling you to actually do these activities?
  9. Something like that from what I briefly read. I think it creates such a destabilizing effect on so many is that it stems from a fetish that already caused men to question their sexuality/gender (I'm a dude why am I watching sissy porn) but then uses this hypnotic suggestion to hammer the message (you're a sissy and you like it) home all the whille causing arousal and dopamine hits. Talk about hyper addictive.

    There's a thread in the forums here called "Beeare Sissy Hypnosis"'that talks a lot about this.
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  10. Stormrage

    Stormrage Fapstronaut

    Its so much more. Its a community like this. People who create content for one another. Tell each other their development. People creatings gifs about the hottest pornstars and have flashing texts trough it. And thats just the gifs. Than you have to hypno videos. Which are 10-40min porn clips that can cause epileptic attacks because its so flashy and here are the same images/videos/commands/captions. Sometimes there is a spoken voice about how you are such a faggot for cock. Tells you to get dressed slutty and look for guys etc etc. Than the last but not least, there are these audio files. Where you lay in bed close your eyes and drift away on them. Thats what really pushed me over the edge.. There is this file (please no matter how curious you are DONT LOOK THIS UP) its called Bambi hypno. To be honest even tho all the hypnos effected me this really changed me. Its a 2,5 hour file. Its takes your trough all the stages: Getting into hypno
    Forgetting everything around you
    Install triggers (good girl, bambi sleep now)
    IQ drop
    Sexual arrousement
    Getting dressed

    And it might be hard to believe during this file I even forgot my real name. And I really was Bambi. When she told me to remember anything I couldnt? And because this was so freaking me out it really got me aroused in a way Ive never been before. She got me to buy panties and stockings. And now for your imagination im a 6 foot 2 guy. With a beard...

    So yeah.. thats not even all.. this got me so in transgender that i wanted to become one. Im not attracted to men. Im attracted to being used/getting attention/being wanted. I couldve never imagined it got me so far. Last week i actually met up with a transgender for a one night stand.

    There is just so much going on that i need to get my head straight. And i cant do that while i keep hypnotizing myself..

    There you go a slight insight about what sissy hypno is..
  11. Damn. Yeah, I did find that thread, but I asked because this is someone that's actually seen it. Because from what I briefly read as well, I still can't get a bead on exactly what kind of content it shows. And I definitely don't want to look for a video myself.

    Though what you said does make sense, if I understand you correctly. I feel like sissy porn would be more damaging to those that were already interested in tranny porn in the first place.
  12. Stormrage

    Stormrage Fapstronaut

    I explained what it is above your comment :) (with effects)
  13. That's fucking crazy. Holy shit. I really hope you overcome this.
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  14. Hi dude,
    Welcome here.

    I've been where you are. So if you have questions, send me a pm, or react on this.
    I know all about this crappy fantasies. Sissy hypno, how much did I just sit back and let the lust come over me :(

    But I am convinced, you can overcome this crap, if you really want.
    I know about the strong pull it has because you let this crap deep into your mind and your soul.

    It's a very strong force you are playing with. For me personally, without Jesus, I was not here.

    And please, remove the name of that hypnotic file (actually it's against the forum rules....)
    Sooner or later a weak brother will step into that crap. That's the last thing you want......

    Hang on, and walk with us.
    I am here to listen to you and advice you wherever I can.

    And by the way:
    The truth is that you are born as a guy.
    Nothing can change that, got it?
  15. Iscariot

    Iscariot Fapstronaut

    I understand your pain fully. It’s easy to go down this rabbit hole, starting off with innocent seeming traps/ futa, scrolling through tumblrs for what seems an eternity, and finally slipping into a hypno. I've screamed at myself from within my own mind to stop, but I can feel my eyes widening as I desperately reach that climax. Today is my 4th day without fap, and my wisdom to you is as follows. Everything that you have seen is an illusion. These Hypnos use all of the years of straight porn, your own sexuality, all that you have consumed against you. It lures you in by in one moment seeing an extremely beautiful woman, getting you hard, and then using that text, sometimes flashing, always alluring and demanding. My advice to you is this: workout. Listen to music that inspires you while you do it. Take some form of preworkout to enhance your strength and focus on your enemy. While lifting weights, use them as goals and representations of your enemy; a vision of you that is not yourself. The pain that you will experience and the growth will give you a new source of pleasure, one that is earned and fought for, with sweat and blood. Hypnos don’t require anything from you, you are rewarded for nothing. I know this is a lot, but you MUST harness this energy, this anxiety, and hurl it at the enemy full force. If you have faith in Christ, and when you can finally FORGIVE yourself for falling like many others have, your brothers on this site, then you may walk the long and difficult road of truly believing in yourself.
  16. BrowneyedBri

    BrowneyedBri Fapstronaut

    Hey man !
    You are not alone !
    Keep fighting !
    And keep pushing PMO out of your life !
    YOU can do this !
    Don't let any negative things hold you back !
    Best of luck & in life my friend !!!!
  17. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    How are you today?
  18. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    As I found Nofap over a search regarding the files you found, I'll share my personal experience with it. In hope you will realize what effect the files have and that other people will stay away from it:

    The negative effects I experienced after listening for about three days for a couple of hours each day:
    • baited by HFO because it feels good, this was just the hook
    • craving to hear the files again. like listening on the way to work and back home
    • loss of some motoric skills for a couple of hours. I'm very skilled but ended up doing some things on retard level. like a child. never cut myself so often when shaving face. Almost cut my finger while working with boxcutter knife
    • memory loss for the days used. sometimes even on the day after
    • speech impairment. difficulty putting sentences together
    • typing errors, slower typing than usual. i actually thought people are joking when they wrote on B**** S**** forums like a retard. but the files make you do it! (it's crazy, I know)
    • disorganization. bumping into things
    • amnesia. had no idea what I actually listened to five minutes ago
    • insomnia and bad sleep
    • waking up sweaty having weird dreams
    • apartment ended up a pigsty
    • got nothing done I planned (besides the appointments with friends I scheduled)
    • no sports, broke my sports streak. but listening was a priority obviously
    • muscle twitching because of insomnia
    • weird mannerisms during day
    • hallucinations that felt pretty real
    • doubting myself
    • dissociation from myself
    • doubting if I can get away from the files during a hallucination, because it felt so crazy
    • I'm not a believer, but thank god I met so many friends and family during the days and after I listened to the tracks. I realized that they love and need me. I sincerly thought that I won't make it.
    • Please realize that I never was a suicidal person. But these files are so fucked up, that they make you think that the real you is getting erased while listening. It's like looking down the barrel of the gun. I'm pretty sure for some people that can't get off the trip, it ends with suicide. Stopping to listen gets harder every day because of the pl*asure tr*ggers. The amnesia suggestions make you forget that, so you don't notice what is happening.
    • I am sure that long term listening is at least as bad as hard drug use. Never took drugs, but after listening I gazed into the abyss.
    • joined the discord for the file, where the people hooked on it linger. after a chat realized that the files are designed to create an alternate persona (like "dissociative identity disorder" or a so called "Tulip") that takes over. Usually you should be able to talk to this alternate you. But there are even further files from the author that are designed to restrict that.
    • Wrote a transcript of some of the files to better check what is inside and realized how much bad sh*t even the main voice says. But you forget or don't care, because some effects and triggers start working after the second or third listen, and because of the induced amnesia.
    • Some people think it's ok to listen once or twice. Just don't for f*cks sake! It's a black hole you are getting pulled in, and some of the changes are very sneaky and subtle. The sound has several layers, sometimes subliminal elements, in combination with binaural beats. It's state of the art brainwash.
    The worst thing is I only listened three days, and it was so bad. It's the fourth day now that I didn't listen. I also made the decision four days ago to never listen again, to this or anything similar.

    I sincerly believe that I wouldn't have downloaded this files, if I
    #1 hadn't watched so much porn over the years (!!!!!!!)
    #2 hadn't listened to this other mind and belief altering hyp*o sh*t (!!!!!!!)

    I've never taken drugs in my entire life, but now I do realize that there is some really bad sh*t out there. Created by criminals. Actually it's crazy that you can find such files on the "normal" web, and it's no surprise that the creators are anonymous. If you are listening to something similar, stop right now. This is no game. You can only lose. The first day of your life is today, don't look back. Get a reset file if necessary or available.

    If you feel bad meet friends, meet family, help others, go for a run, take a cold shower to regain your senses. Occupy your thoughts with something different and positive. Listen to upbeat music, or a positive podcast.

    I'm back on track feeling almost 100% normal again, but it was very hard. You only realize that you have a problem when you are neck deep in sh*t. We tend to forget the bad things that happen to us and make poor choices based on that sometimes.
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  19. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    Stormrage wasn't active since November 2017. As the file he was listening to induces mental illness (dissociative identity disorder), he may have lost the battle. I listened to the same file but saved my ass probably through a lot of luck. I know what he must have gone through. Still not over the hill completely, but working actively every day on getting better.

    The first listen sets up the triggers and some of the suggestions. Probably also makes highly addictive after the same first listen. If you listen repeatedly it only gets worse and worse. You forget a lot of stuff. He wasn't joking when he said he forgot his name, it is induced. It is set up that you forget your life, friends and family. Your IQ drops to 65 (retardation level). You lose the ability to read, concentrate and think straight. You can't set up sentences together. You start to giggle and get triggered by giggling. The alter ego takes over very quickly, as you can get triggered very often by random stuff during the day (it is of course a hallucination or imagination, but guess what, you will believe it's real after several nights of insomnia). You have amnesia about the alter egos doings. Imagine yourself sleepwalking and doing weird stuff. There are even suggestions that the alter ego becomes stronger every time you come o do things as the alter ego. After the alter ego takes over your old person gets destroyed, and you just gifted your body to a retard that isn't you.

    There are reports of guys that listened to this or other "takeover" files, that brushed this off. You could read in the comments how they were going crazy, and even their alter egos writing weird sh*t. After some time they stopped posting because they didn't take it serious enough. They flushed their life down the toilet.

    I can only say, if you can't get out of this hole, there are things worse than death.

    If you suffer the same, get a reset file ASAP and listen repeatedly. If you are too deep down the spiral, ask for help. You are battling for your mental health, sanity and for your life. Tell a friend, family, whoever. Get a hypnotic therapist. There is no shame in asking for help if you need it.

    Stay away from these files. The price you will pay is a much higher than you could even imagine. You'll end up as a prisoner in your own head and lose everything.
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  20. Sacredness1234

    Sacredness1234 Fapstronaut

    I just recently found this hypo stuff by chances on the Internet the other day...IV only fully watched one, and the bits and pieces of other one...The gifs are what are what scare me the most. I don't feel any different or anything, but I'm afraid I won't be able to stop...

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