Made a new committment to Jesus on Sunday. Gone strong since. First major trial today. In crunch time on homework. We will see how this goes. I hope for the best, but expect the worst. I pray to god everything will go alright. Done well on asserting myself recently. Also done well at not being selfish (imo). If I pray, I will be okay. Porn tends to sneak up on me on days like today. I'll be self-aware, and try to root out the temptation at the very idea, instead of trying to stop a rolling boulder. We will see how today goes.