26 days no PMO, 16 days no orgasm

To all of you Guys out there struggling, I wanted to share:

26 days no porn watching: Today I got extremely angry and then extremely sad, over a problem that is actually ... solved, also, I got panic stricken during work thinking about some black scenarios of my life, so, I guess that would be: elevated stress response, also I get jumpy more often, restless, so I guess ... ups and downs ...

Interestingly, yesterday I fantasised about my girlfriend and got a boner, fantasizing about her was pleasant, extremely pleasant and I did not feel a need to touch myself (although I briefly did) or to bust a nut, so I guess the frontality (in the brain, will power) got stronger ... so you guys, before, when jerking off to porn I could not become so turned on by just thinking what I would do to her, that's progress,

That said, I suffer from lows in mood, lack of motivation , panic attacks and irritation over trifles, incommensurate small issues, I guess my healing process has just started, as stated before, I calculated it is gonna take 3 and a half months or more until I am gonna start speaking of "full recovery"

So, Guys, PIED is real, no doubt ... I talked today to a hottie without fear or shyness, just a casual talk ...

 

I am gonna release with my GF in 4 days but, hey, thank you anyway ... well it is a beginning, no utter success yet, but I would call it ... first achievements, thank you, I am convinced the road I hit is right

 

Yeah, thanx, I mean I said "Hottie" more in the RSD sense of the word, an attractive woman ... I do not tend to ogle women, I ogled enough on Porn, this will end now .... but hey!!!! thanx, and .... yeah that's right, when I think about my GF I do see a human in her and am atrracted to the soul more than to her body, you are right
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well, I could longer, 12love ... I was more horny, sex was hotter ... my dick was hard for 2 hours 40 minutes, I wanted her more, so ... strongly recommend: no PMO 4 20 days???? fu**ing awesome!!!!!!!

 

let me warn you tho, it comes at a price, as I see you're off P for only 14 hours now ... 4 days in, I suffer from passive aggression, low mood, low energy levels and bad trips of the mind. I view most things black, come to all the wrong conclusions, so ... in one word , my psyche is sick, so brace yourself for it and don't break under pressure, you are bound to suffer panic attacks and bouts of depression before it gets better ... it is part of the process, nobody said it was going to be easy ... but in the end you will recover with more libido, zest, life's energy, initiative, self confidence and .... balls .

 

That's the point, GSmith, the lows are inevitable .... just weather the storm, it's life ... the lows are there to tell your body you need to change things for the better do not escape how you feel, just feel it it will pass and then make room for all the good ones: excitement, fiera etc ... there will be days the whole world and its every single detail will annoy you, any and every human demeanor, do not snap then but live with those nightmares knowing they will soon pass, going on about your life, living the emotions till they die down ...