26 yr old male indian. Need an accountability partner

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by iamlonewolf1992, Nov 17, 2018.

  1. iamlonewolf1992

    iamlonewolf1992 Fapstronaut

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    Hi Every one,

    I am 26 year old male from India. I am currently working as an engineer, in India. I started watching porn almost a decade back. I used to feel good watching it, to let out my own disappointment. It became a habit and turned in to a serious addiction. By the time i realized it, i have become a serious addict. My behaviour has changed a lot. I became an introvert. Have problems with trusting people, social situations, anxious, insecure, cant focus even for 5min. I am in a cycle of (1)porn side affects, (2) start reboot with all will power i have, and (3) relapse. I dont talk to people. I just keep staring at something blankly. I lost interest in everything. I lost all my skills that i was proud of. I keep worrying about something.

    I have been trying quit porn and reboot. I decided many times (more than hundred times) to quit porn. I tried hard mode and every mode i read about in nofap. I relapse every time. But i can not stop trying to quit. I have to quit porn at any cost. The biggest mistake i have been doing is trying it alone. I never told anyone, i did not post it even here on nofap.

    I had many friends but after this behaviour changes i dont talk to them. I keep distance. I do behave well with my female friends and they are very comfortable with me. I never had any girl friend sort of thing. I never tried for anyone. I do feel lonely. At the same time, i cant go and ask my friends for company. I dont talk to even family properly. I feel like a utter failure. I dont want to blame it all on porn. I am disappointed in myself. But porn has definitely made things worse. It has put me in a loop, i cant come out of. Because of that i dont have good connection to anyone.

    I definitely need help. I cant seek it from people i know here. I am looking for someone (i dont mind gender, nationality, age) who has been addicted to porn for such a long time and came out of it. I may need support for a very long time (i am targeting for 90 days). I am hopeful that if i have some help i can get out of this.
     
    Last edited: Nov 17, 2018
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  2. adish5678

    adish5678 Fapstronaut

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    yeah mate :) , you can share me in a chat message if you want . , same age , same country , same profession
     
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  3. Kanish3579

    Kanish3579 Fapstronaut

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    Hi Lone Wolf
    While reading your message, I felt like reading about myself. I hope that clearly sums up me. You said that you want someone who had come out of pmo as AP. But my idea is to see a reflection of oneself and coming out at the same time would be better AP. Same age, same country and same profession as put out by Adish. Please join me in your group. Thanks. Do read my posts and give me a like. If you like, message back here. I will be waiting.
     
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  4. iamlonewolf1992

    iamlonewolf1992 Fapstronaut

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    Hi Kanish,

    Thank you. Yes, what you said about being our own AP is absolutely right. I have been trying that but I couldn't. I know I will be sometime in future.

    Good news: I did not watch porn from the day I posted.

    I will be honest. I do masturbate regularly at same time every day. No porn thoughts. Otherwise I couldn't manage stress. I relapse. So I am following this now. Rest of the day I won't have any such thoughts. But that 5 minutes I will not fight. I let myself do it. I try not to. But if it becomes hard, no hard feelings.


    What is your story? I would love to know.
     
  5. blademan

    blademan New Fapstronaut

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    hey i wish to join can i i am also from india
     
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  6. adish5678

    adish5678 Fapstronaut

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    Let's join all man :) , we'll overcome it together .
     
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  7. iamlonewolf1992

    iamlonewolf1992 Fapstronaut

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    Hi Blademan,

    Sure. Thank you.

    He he Adish. That would be fun
     
  8. shevro

    shevro Fapstronaut

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    Hey mates! Same story with me! Engineer from India.
     
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  9. skullman

    skullman New Fapstronaut

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    Yo bro. I'm an engineer from India too. Can you please message me? I would like to be your accountability partner.
     
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  10. iamlonewolf1992

    iamlonewolf1992 Fapstronaut

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  11. Bemybest

    Bemybest Fapstronaut

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    Me as well
    Check out my journal to know me if u want to @Bemybest
     
  12. Phoenix_Wolf

    Phoenix_Wolf New Fapstronaut

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    Hi,
    I am 22 year old engineer from India. I have been following Nofap on reddit for 1 year but just made my account here.
    My life is exactly what lonewolf described above, each word matches.
    I have gone 3 months without fap but relapsed few months back and became same old myself, now I am trying to change myself to be better but can't make it till 4th day, 1st week is most difficult, I know if I made it through 1st week then I will be able to control the urges. I would really like some support guys.
    Can we make a group on Discord or Groupme ?
     

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