27yo Male Looking for APs who are sick and tired of this struggle and

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by Georehsuh, Dec 22, 2019.

  1. Georehsuh

    Georehsuh New Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys,

    I'm looking for an accountability partner who I can check in with at least twice a week. I was first exposed to porn when I was 9 years old and have struggled with it ever since.

    When I was growing up through my teens, I always felt that I was doing something sinful, especially since I was raised in a religious household. Yet, no one talked about porn or porn addiction except other boys at school, so eventually I began to think it was normal. This continued through college, up until grad school. I was dating the most wonderful girl and I cheated on her by making out with another girl while I was drunk. The aftermath was the darkest time of my life. I became depressed and hated myself for who I was. I thought only a shit person could do something so horrible to someone they loved. During this time, the porn addiction grew worse and I began to realize how much porn had effected my life up until that point. During my relationship with this girl, our sex life became stagnant and I became bored of it very quickly. Being young and stupid, I never realized that porn was the reason this happened.

    There is more to the story, but in short, I began to hate porn and the effects that it had on me. Despite my feelings, I still struggle to rid myself of porn.

    I need help. I need someone who understands the this struggle; someone who needs help as well. I know it's possible to beat this. Let's do this together.

    Feel free to message me. I am a very open and honest person and would love to get to know whoever I can help as well. Thank you.
     
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  2. programmer

    programmer Fapstronaut

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    hey, I can totally understand.
    It really is hard and has messed up my study life too.
    I am 21yo, I feel free to hit me up, we can check in about twice or thrice a week.
     
  3. Yeah, 20yo here, I plan to come here close to daily for keeping myself motivated, would be glad to be your AP and do this thing together.
     
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  4. countrymusic56

    countrymusic56 Fapstronaut

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    I"m male in my mid 20s looking for an AP to help me stay on track! I am a little over 2 months into this.
     
  5. Samuell

    Samuell Fapstronaut

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    I’m 21. Been dealing w this for awhile. Hear to help.
     
  6. Georehsuh

    Georehsuh New Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys,
    I really appreciate all the replies. I've found an AP! Good luck to you all on your journeys..
     
  7. excalibur2457

    excalibur2457 Fapstronaut

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    I could seriously use some help!
     
  8. Badger_2

    Badger_2 Fapstronaut

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