Hey guys, I'm looking for an accountability partner who I can check in with at least twice a week. I was first exposed to porn when I was 9 years old and have struggled with it ever since. When I was growing up through my teens, I always felt that I was doing something sinful, especially since I was raised in a religious household. Yet, no one talked about porn or porn addiction except other boys at school, so eventually I began to think it was normal. This continued through college, up until grad school. I was dating the most wonderful girl and I cheated on her by making out with another girl while I was drunk. The aftermath was the darkest time of my life. I became depressed and hated myself for who I was. I thought only a shit person could do something so horrible to someone they loved. During this time, the porn addiction grew worse and I began to realize how much porn had effected my life up until that point. During my relationship with this girl, our sex life became stagnant and I became bored of it very quickly. Being young and stupid, I never realized that porn was the reason this happened. There is more to the story, but in short, I began to hate porn and the effects that it had on me. Despite my feelings, I still struggle to rid myself of porn. I need help. I need someone who understands the this struggle; someone who needs help as well. I know it's possible to beat this. Let's do this together. Feel free to message me. I am a very open and honest person and would love to get to know whoever I can help as well. Thank you.