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28yo. Hopefully for the last time.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Rebalance1, Apr 3, 2022.

  1. Rebalance1

    Rebalance1 New Fapstronaut

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    It's an exhausting time. I think it's mostly due to self concept and the associations I've attributed to how much I DON'T want to be the porn addicted, sex-stimulation addicted fiend that I am. Maybe it's the physical impact. Maybe it's both.

    Either way, I'm fucking exhausted. I've been on nofap years ago and it worked really well. I felt SO great when I lasted a month or so without anything.

    The last time I had a significant streak was probably in 2019. This was right before I got into a major relationship and was shamed for my addiction by my now ended 3 year relationship. This relationship could have been something great had my partner understood the addiction and we worked through it together. I was shamed, and I used through my entire relationship without their knowing - with active deception - and this can obviously never enable the idealistic, happy functioning relationship I imagine myself to be a part of.

    Anyway. So now I'm here again. The final bastion. I hope I can do this for the sake of my future self and my future selfs happiness, particularly in love, but in self identity and concept too.

    Happy to have a chat to anyone as well. I find that I am stronger when I can talk to those with highly relatable experiences and those who offer and want compassion.

    Thanks all.
     

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