29yo male looking for AP

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by committed_to_change, Feb 23, 2018.

  1. committed_to_change

    committed_to_change New Fapstronaut

    I am a 29 year old male, and I have a porn addiction / masturbation problem. I have realized that I have had a problem for quite some time - and have tried to quit with no success. But, I don't think I've taken the right steps in the past. I have previously deleted accounts, installed blockers, etc., but within a couple weeks would end up back where I started.

    I have performed on cam (not for money but for the thrill of exhibitionism) for almost 7 years. I masturbated for 5 hours last night and 2 hours this morning upon waking. I felt sick and disgusted with myself. I legitimately walked to the dumpster behind my apartment complex, pitched my computer (after wiping it clean) and the webcam. I know that I don't have the self control to stop watching porn and masturbating without getting rid of my access to it. Now I know I have a phone and cannot get rid of that, but this is just the first step.

    My second step is telling someone I have a problem - which is why I turned here. I hope to tell someone in my immediate life soon, but I don't think I'm ready for that step yet.

    This, is an admission of my problem and my first real attempt towards actual change. I need some accountability, some form of empathy from others who have gone through this, which is why I am here. Help hold me accountable.
  2. StraightEdge3616

    StraightEdge3616 Fapstronaut

    PM me if you need to. 30 years old so close in age.
  3. 2manyhours

    2manyhours Fapstronaut

    Hey, only just joined. I am your age, and also have a problem with very long wanking sessions, so to speak, as well as cam stuff and other types of online sex interactions with people. Feel free to PM me.
  4. jack49383

    jack49383 Fapstronaut

    hi im intetested hit me up

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