2nd attempt and I'm totally broken

Hi, it's strange and start to scary me. I'm 29 and have PIED.

My 1st NOFAP lasted 16 days till I relapsed. But after 14 days of it I gained much more confidence, my self esteem was visible higher, brain fog started to disappear, my social skills improved, shortly speaking I started to feel those famous SUPERPOWERS. I had morning erections after 9 days and they were really strong and long (I haven't any for years). I didn't notice any flatline.

Unfortunately I relapsed after 16 days and for 3 weeks I returned to PMO. On the last day (let's say not only last) before 2nd reboot I PMOed 5 times with searching for films and edging. During masturbation I haven't got erection problems (plus those morning woods after coupe of days of 1st attempt) so I know that I have PIED, not ED.

Now I'm on 30 day of Nofap and I can't feel all these positive things I felt after 14 days of my 1st attempt. No confidence, self esteem not changed, social skills not improved, brain fog still exist and what is more important I lost my libido and I haven't got morning Wood during those 30 days (maybe yesterday a little bit). I feel much worse, last 2-3 days I had headache (I never have headaches). It seems like flatline.

But is it possible? Is it normal to feel like I described on the day 14 during my 1st attempt and feel much worse during 2nd attempt after 30 days? I supposed that 2nd attempt should be easier and faster (or if not then I supposed I will see the difference at least as fast as during the 1st attempt). Should I worry about that?

 

Ok, so I won't think too much. Instead I will focus on the task.