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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, May 17, 2018.
I missed up last night man, it sucks.
Yesterday I watched porn ... a lot. I feel so stupid relapsing on the second day of a three-day Challenge!
But being truthful and honest is the first step. It is so important. Even if it's "only" anonymously in the internet.
It's of no use to use excuses, beat up myself, cherish any illusions or spend an hour analyzing myself.
I'm a well trained addict. That means I can perfectly do the split, do the doctor jeckyll - mr. hyde - thing.
But the monster is me: mr. hyde is just a bundle of behaviors, just a habit of dr. jeckyll. When turned to mr. hyde completely there's no control left. But why does dr. jeckyll allow himself to become mr. hyde? Yes, it's the mr. hyde side in himself, that which he allowed to grow and take shape by practising "hyding" for a very long time. Still, he's the one who has the power to end all this. If he would be willing to kill that part of himself, he could. Maybe it can't be stabbed with one single blow. But let it die and it will ... eventually die.
Sorry for being so cryptical! It's difficult to put it in words ...
I know I'm here for a reason.
Now for re-commitment. Standing up again.
The best of luck. Stay strong.
Starting small, Day 0/3. Let's do it.
Day 3/3! Challenge completed .
Day 3. Later yall
Day 2/3 On day 3 presently.
Day 0/3 start all over again there is no success without failure, you know my mistake was I Didn't do anything productive besides stopping porn that's why I relapsed, So If you guys thought stopping just porn without working on your self in all areas trust me Your gone get back to the only exciting thing you had which is porn , please don't just stop porn replace it with something that will push you beyond your limitation Thankyou.
Day 2: Struggled a bit in the evening but thank god made it through successfully. Day 2 completed
Day 3. Completed. Up for 7 days now. Good look and thanks everyone.
Day 0. Gotta start somewhere.