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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, May 17, 2018.
Day 1 complete
Had urges, but I turned them down because of my diligence.
Went for Day 24 until start of last week...and then relapsed everyday last week. This is getting worst. I'm not getting any younger and i have PIED/ED
Man, I'm sinking low day by day.
Hours from the finish line, I slipped.
Frustrated but determined Day 0 / 3
Keep coming back, brother. We can do it
Day 3 is almost complete. In a few hours I will be in bed. I am already benefiting from the fruits of recovery, regaining force to live, to laugh and engage with other people.
Never checked in for 3 whole days, but I made it into 3/3
I'll do this challenge once again to strengthen my will
I think I had it all wrong.
I was always focused how to prevent prone masturbation so I designed the strategy how to avoid it, but I didnt realize that masturbation is already step2 in my addiction habitat.
Step1 is fantasies and the food for my fantasies are always pictures/vids of hot girls barely wearing something.
I want to quit proning, but that will never happen if I dont adress the root cause - fucked up fantasies - essentially porn in my head.
I stopped watching porn, but on weekly basis I create these fucked up porn fantasies so basically in my head I never quit watching porn.
its time to get responsible and really obey all the classic thought control systems so everytime the triggers/thoughts appear I dont get lost in them, waking up afterwards with wet underwear.
Its fucking disgusting for god sake.
I know I can do it. We all can do it.
Back to Day 0
Day 2 complete.
Day 3/3 Today
You will find me at the next one