Mortality is the only thing giving this life value, however I believe we never die, this is just a learning ground, its not right to think you will be killed off by God or go to hell, this is bullshit in my opinion, and as for heaven, you won't like it. You'll get sick of it, we need duality and that's what this life offers. This life can be good if you live it right and some people live it joyfully. Anyhow, Christianity is too cheap of a way to heaven, in my opinion it just couldn't be. Find consciousness instead and see where that path takes you. You're too much living in the future, in heaven, yet heaven and hell are both places on earth, or states of living. You make your own heaven and you make your own hell, its your doing. How about this life? This life is what's important, not the next one because we don't know with certainty, we only have this moment. The book all you guys need to read is the power of now, read it every year.