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Yea, that makes sense.Not a problem! I consider myself spiritual and have a belief in a higher power. However, I had a confusing upbringing which has partially influenced my inability to sign on to one specific religious camp...if that makes sense.
It’s good to hear that you’ve found community here in NoFao and have a rigorous daily program to battle the addiction.
I love that approach. Just one day at a time with simple ritualistic-type actions that you take. It makes it managable..
To be honest bro, you’ve mentioned that you had kids, and likewise here. A part of my motivation for killing this monster within me is for my daughters. Every time I look at them, I melt at the thought that I’ve done illicit sexual activity with someone else’s precious baby. I can’t ever imagine my girls having to go through that kind of a lifestyle that an escort or AMP worker has….it’s abhorring.
So yea, but even more, there’s that eternal motivation to want to stand before the Lord and not be ashamed and cast out of glory. I don’t want to endure God’s wrath. I know I have his Grace in Christ, but I don’t want to end up a hypocrite who knew much but took little to no action in response to his knowledge and faith.