so this is he longest streak I have ever completed... The main reason for it was because of this Spanish girl I have been seeing- this was driving me on to keep going. We've been talking, going to the library, coffee, gym and I was sure that she liked me, where I am living in student accomodation, there are like 5 other guys that like her too... So they all prey like a pack of wolves around her. When she comes down she always sits next to me to talk, when we message she will send kissing face emojis when saying bye, some of the things she has said to me, I thought everything was pointing in the right direction, but she gets the attention of all these guys and seems to love it, grabbing as much of it as humanly possible, walking to the clubs last night with her arms wrapped around w guy in the group ( who knows I like her) She agreed to go out for drinks with me this weekend, but I really don't feel like it now, she told that she met up with a medical student for dinner again last night, who she met like a week ago. She has all these people at her disposal, and I'm pretty sure I'm not her first choice I am only 18 and she is 21, which is another reason I think she doesn't see it, she's been giving me all the right signals, but just watching her with other guys just makes me sad:/ any chances I had I fucked up last night by getting super drunk and being carried home into my room and throwing up, she was there too, I'm sure that really impressed her!