Failure! Last night I slept really badly, the day was very complicated and I didn't manage to keep my self control. Of course I'm disappointed because I was more than half way there, but you always learn from failure. I really enjoyed the 18 days clean, and I think the next few attempts will be effective as well. Working on yourself is a long process, and I don't want to give up. I am now back in the fight for finish the work. I'm now in a 38 days without no P. For those who are still in the game, stay hard! If you can figure out what the urge is that's coming and what's generating it, you can really go far. I know that, but it took me a day of tiredness to fall off... Lets go and never give up! 1/30.