Failure! Last night I slept really badly, the day was very complicated and I didn't manage to keep my self control. Of course I'm disappointed because I was more than half way there, but you always learn from failure. I really enjoyed the 18 days clean, and I think the next few attempts will be effective as well. Working on yourself is a long process, and I don't want to give up. I am now back in the fight for finish the work. I'm now in a 38 days without no P. For those who are still in the game, stay hard! If you can figure out what the urge is that's coming and what's generating it, you can really go far. I know that, but it took me a day of tiredness to fall off... Lets go and never give up! 1/30.
Thank you, im glad to hear its working for you. I didnt think it would be that hard to stop MO...staying away from P is going ok so far, but not being able to MO is rough for sure.
Successfully completed day 3.was little tough managing the urges but was able to put an end to those feelings.Up for day 4.
Day 28th. June 26 = 30days. Been getting some urges though, but I think it’s more about sex. The thought nd addiction I have seems different as I would rather have sex than masturbate n watch porn. Sex has been hard to get since lockdown, so I get more urge to see people have sex! But I do know I watch porn less when I have sex more!