Day 28th. June 26 = 30days. Been getting some urges though, but I think it’s more about sex. The thought nd addiction I have seems different as I would rather have sex than masturbate n watch porn. Sex has been hard to get since lockdown, so I get more urge to see people have sex! But I do know I watch porn less when I have sex more!
Relapsed when I was talking to a girl. She became sensual and I got turned on.I am not feeling bad but i'm laughing at myself now . So I'll stop talking to her for a few days. Didn't watch P though. Day zero begins again
Day 4. Without P: day 12. I've been thinking much more about sex. At the same time, it's very good not to have porn scenes umwantedly popping in my mind. Another thing I notice is that I don't want just a beautiful woman. Her personality is important as well. I think porn distorts how we see human interactions in a very harmful way.