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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
Day one of 30
Couldn't sleep last night, had urges to see an escort. One didnt respond. Was almost going for the second one, but i didn't go thankfully. Did squats yesterday still the urges won't reduce. Barely slept last night. Today too I surfed the escort ads, if this continues, I am bound to either PMO and visit an escort and succumb to my urges, you might say going to escort is better than PMO but fuck man, it costs a lot of money and it's just a way of escaping the reality and inability to accept the fact that the only way I can sleep with a chick is by paying her. Its so emasculating.
God help me.
Eight days done, 22 left to make 30 days. Much more gets accomplished when porn free.
You have another option, which is to not do anything. You'll be tired now you'll be able to sleep. If you keep going for this when you can't sleep then the problem will remain, at one point you're going to have to face withdrawal symptoms, you've gone a long way now, keep at it. No matter how big the urges get, they all pass, you just gotta do something else and eventually it passes. You can't have an urge for hours/days on end. Stay strong man you've gone far already. You'll feel like you've always felt before when you've relapsed, like crap. It won't help, hang in there and get rid of this addiction.
Day 28: Today wasn't as difficult at all for defeating temptations. I'm feeling better than I was a few weeks ago for sure. God is good!
I just finished the 14 day challenge Starting 30 day now.
Congrats on making it to 1 week!