Day 22 complete! No phishing. I descidet to not look at girls profiles on facebook or linkedin at all, unless I really need to.
Day 30/30 I finally made it guys! Last time I went this long was May 2021. I had a lot of slip ups during this challenge, but you guys motivated me to get past this hill! I'll see you guys on the next one, don't give up!
Soo after around 215 days streak .Have a very good gf who take care of me really well and I love her alot. It's been a year now we are together . Everything was really working fine untill last 4 months when we both end up into a long distance relationship. It really sucks . I have again started into a loop of porn and masturbation . I thought before that having a good gf would help me out with it but as soon as we were having sex it was all fine . But long distance trailed on me . Feeling like doomed frustrated stupid lost focus . Feeling helpless . Don't really know how to deal with it .
Day 23 completed! No phishing. I was touching my wife too much lately and when I woke up deep in the night I had these sleepy fantasies about having rough sex with her and I couldn’t sleep. Then I realized that I’ve been considering her as my object of sexual gratification. Which is better then having the whole worlds women as your sexual objects, but still is bad for me and for the relationship. After this realization I was able to cool and fell asleep much easier. And now I want to be more respectful towards her, because my sexual desire shouldn’t be her burdain.
