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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
feeling anxious, angry, and depressed last night. I can't sleep well.
OK after relaps a few days ago, kind of back on track. Not feeling as good as before the relapse, of course.. But here we go again buddies. Day 2.
Starting fresh and doing a mid summer, mid year reboot!
Again on day 0.
Day 15 completed.
Day 0 again. I am losing again and again.
Day 0 (Relapse after 7 days strik)
I never lose track. I climbed the 7th of this 30th-floor building. I just slipped I'm not dead. I'll take another try with a different stairway.
Today, 4th July 2022
Day 16 completed. But I had terrifying dreams where I watched porn, felt guilty about breaking my streak and watched again in avoidance of guilt, and then some hookup. During the dream I actually released in my bed and woke up dead embarrassed. I had to recall my entire day's events to be sure I didn't do any PMO for real and that my streak is still on. Thank goodness, I'm clean. Maybe these dreams are a part of recovery but they seem very tricky. I'll keep pushing through to overcome this phase.
Day 0,but I try again.
Day 3 It was hairy for a bit but I got through it.
Day 17 completed. I feel closer to my goal. But one day at a time. I'll keep going.
Starting this challenge because recently I have been jumping back into old bad habits, and jerking off more, I also have watched a bit of porn which is something I stopped doing for two years, I don't like that I'm falling back into this evil practice. I will be starting this challenge to increase my nofap motivation as i have lost some due to believing that I have defeated my pornography, and masturbation addiction, and because I want to go back to my long streaks, I will update everyday, and beat this challenge in one go.
Aight, let's get this bread. Day 22 babyyyy!