Day 6 (PMO) - Feeling better and glad to be close to beating my last effort. Still not fully in control of my emotions, suffering from lots of swings between anger and upset. Although more confident, I still need to overcome my social anxiety and build up the courage to talk to people and not allow my emotions and anxiety control me.
Day 11 was yesterday, didn't get a chance to update. 14 hour day at work. -_- Day 12, blue balls have gone away. Thank god for that
thank you @hexotl. I thought this sound in my mind is something good. i thought it comes from my conscience and it is a cry to wake me up. and i thought everybody feels it the same way i feel. its been with me for many years and i believe what it says. i dont know if i can escape it. thank you