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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
Starting Day 15
14th day. Feel like i am breaking this habit. Still have urges but they are less potent and have less and less power over me. I can't do anything about the urges but i can develop the strength not to act on them.
Day 25 today - woke up tired as fuck and could really do with a nice, comfortable 5 day flatline now! Well its not going to happen but I am going to do my best. I can make 5 days, one day at a time.
Day 5/30.....one sixth vanished..five of sixth more to go.....
Day 6: Oh my gosh, I've been experiencing the flu, tooth ache, bloodshot eyes and keep getting dirt or something stuck in my eye... I feel awful...!
I haven't been this ill since... Well I can't even remember as I'm very healthy these days...
So this makes me think it is related to my brain and body starting to re-balance...
I got to keep the faith...!
8/30 - some urges this AM, but I can fight them and win this day.
Day 5 & 6 - Trials makes our faith grow!
Day 3/30 Done
The 4th day is gone and the 5th is almost gone, as well. I need, deeply, a woman who shows me love, who needs me as a man, who wants me bad. I need as well to be involved in a such relationship. I also need to be better with my job, to be more accurate, present and orderly. That is why, I think, that I want to look some porn, masturbate, go with an escort and be focused on things that I am so used too, because it is easier than face the real problems that I have. Yes, PMO is my drug.
I feel that I am in depression. It is not a good feeling. But I will do 2 things:
1. Keep going with no porn and masturbation.
2. Be focused on my job and personal problems related with the job.
So, my dears, the show must go on. Do not relapse, stay focused with your goals.
Day 3. I've got a lot to do today, so I'll keep things short. It's one more day that I've gotten healthier. Now to do this 9 more times. May 6th.
Had school all day so no problems there. It was the first day in school after a two week break, and usually I hate Mondays but today it really wasn't that bad. I just felt way better overall.
Day 1/30 completed
I really wanted to give up but no I won't. Day 0/30 again.
Day 4 & 5 done