[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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Day 7/30 Done

Had a friendly poker game at my mates house, chatting with a nice girl and drinking. Not a good combo for Nofappers.
Made it today, but barely and I mean fucking barely after today. New lesson. Don’t drink and Nofap, especially if there’s a girl involved.
 
Day 1/30
usually i feel really bad on the day after i relapse but today wasn’t the case. i’m feeling motivated to start again and again and again, no matter how many times that happen. i can’t be afraid or scared with the possibility of another relapse, i just gotta make sure that i have enough willpower to move on, because a life without pornography is what i am seeking
 
Day 0/30 - Fucked it, knew it was gonna be hard this morning to resist.
Lesson learned, limit alcohol consumption as the induced laziness the morning after is what gets you.
 
Anyone know how to block safe mode on amdroid. ? I relapsed big deal I want to brake it and go to an Island if you know the feeling help.
 
Deerstrong said:
Anyone know how to block safe mode on amdroid. ? I relapsed big deal I want to brake it and go to an Island if you know the feeling help.
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Jaked off 5 fuking times between 3 days and yes to porn fuck this is so fucked up I litterally found myself desring the devil to come forworth that I would fuck him up, can u believe that shit.
 
Day 11 PMO Free

Almost relapsed last night to p-subs. Gotta be more careful and not rationalize getting off that stuff just because it isn't hardcore porn or I don't do the whole PMO cycle.

Deerstrong said:
Jaked off 5 fuking times between 3 days and yes to porn fuck this is so fucked up I litterally found myself desring the devil to come forworth that I would fuck him up, can u believe that shit.
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Whatever anyone wants to believe, hardcore porn is clearly satanic stuff. I don't know about this particular feeling itself, but I personally believe the devil is just this type of 'sinful', flesh oriented energy or whatever.

Important point is, we can choose moment to moment whether to channel this energy or other, more meaningful and fruitful energies (what one would call God, the Divine etc.) - we possess Free Will to do so.

Try to stay positive! We all have relapsed countless of times, and every battle we lose makes us more and more motivated no to lose the war. Also try not to despair and give in to the idea that once you've relapsed, you've got to go 'all-in' and do it like 5 times in a row (way worse than just once IMO).

The war is against ourselves, friends.
As Rumi beautifully put it:
'When you abandon your selfish self, all your darkness will turn to light'

Onwards to the next PMO-free day!
 
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