[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

You can break a finger, but five fingers are a fist. 5/30

 

i'm back to day 0 my self... so ashamed of my self... can't even get clean for 30 days!

 

8 days successfully completed.... Need to be more alert. Mostly I need to spend time by reading since I am a student. Sometimes I get bored. It is on those times that I get tendencies to watch porn. Today also I had such impulses. But some have I could over come those. I am day dreaming a lot. I need to stop that first. Its the first step to porn. So that's the first step which I have to over come.

 

Day 0/30: I will get there

 

Yesterday evening I accidentally came across P-sub images when searching for a tv-series to stream on my iPad. They were very graphic and gave me a small shock. I froze for a second and then got rid of it. So today I’m having quite strong urges. A reminder of how not immortal I am when it comes to PMO.

However, 21/30 it is!

 

0/30

 

Day 20

 

30, let's make it happen! I haven't gotten this far in years so I want to make a commitment to myself and my family. Hold me accountable.

 

6th day without Orgasm. But have masturbated. I think I am gonna first control orgasm for 2 weeks.. and then, go for controlling masturbation and porn. What say guys?

 

7/30 this challenge
Today 14 days noPMO
40 days noMO

I feel mostly flatlined these days.

 

2/30

 

3/30

 

Back on the board, after relapse and chaser 12 hours later.
Day 1 complete.

 

I relapsed . Start again 0/30

 

9 days completed.... I have began my day happy and positive. I need to be alert these days. Mind may slip easily to boredom and depression which may further lead to porn. I have to keep my entire day positive. I will never brows porn today. Slow and steady I can complete this challenge.... Count days one by one.

 

Day 0

 

DAY7 KEEP GOING~

 

..these urges...such a pain in the ass...

22/30

 

2/30
I forgot to check yesterday

 

6/30.