[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 5

 

Day 1!

 

Day 8/30

 

Day 0. Finally ready to stop putting this by the wayside and pick it back up again. It's been almost 3 months since I last maintained progress on here. I'm going to leave expectations alone for now. Tomorrow is the only focus at this point.

 

Daily check in; 4 days done, on day 5 now. Had dreams last couple nights in a row of watching porn. Felt like I was close to wet dream too but didn't happen. Sexual thaughts and fantasies are pretty much a thing right after waking up and before sleep. Sometimes during day too. Not as bad as it can be after a week or two but still about 70% of my max. Gotta get back in mindfulness meditation so I can catch myself. Otherwise it's hard to resist them. No real urges to fap or watch porn though yet. Had one tiny urge yesterday but it was more like an automatic habit due to short moment of unconsciousness; once I remembered that I was on nofap it was super easy to resist it. I gotta be careful about these unconscious habits kicking in, one more reason to start meditating again to increase my awareness.

 

Day 7 without PMO

 

Day 0. Excited to get going with this!

 

13/30 Good morning God bless

 

Day0/30

 

Relapsed at day 3. Starting all over from today. Day 0

 

Day 0

 

Day 2!!

 

Day 3

 

Day 5/30

 

Day 1

 

Done

 

Day 0 I hope to neat this challenge.

 

Day 4 completed! I'm getting there.

 

Reporting in; on day 6 now, still doing fine.

 

Day 8 journey is still on