Day 30. I almost relapse on the last day ! It's difficult to stay focus on the objective those days. Good luck guys !
Checkin' in; day 13. Need some opinions if somebody is reading this please. Had a wet dream today. The worst part was that it was a lucid dream, so my wet dream might be considered masturbation, cos I intentionally induced it by starting to have sex during wet dream. Masturbation is defined as stimulating one's genitals for pleasure, which did happen, just not with my hands but through my mind only. But also it was sex in a dream and not MO in a dream, so technically it was sex. But then again dream is MO cos I am having sex with myself in my head. I'm confused. Does intentionally induced wet dream via having sex during lucid dream is considered masturbation? I did not touch myself once I woke up, in fact I tried to stop it by flexing PC, didn't work tho. I know that generally wet dreams are not considered relapse in this community because they are out of one's control. The thing though is that it was lucid dream. I am not sure how much control I had, maybe not 100%, but I did had a lot, due to me being lucid during a dream. So that's what I am thinking of. If it would be just a normal wet dream I would not be worried. Anyhow, still day 13 without masturbating to porn or watching porn, so challenge continues in some form at least...
I am on day 12. I won't worry about it that much till you didn't pmo or masturbate knowingly. Instead of worrying about this, focus on distracting yourself with new interests and goals. I assume our aim is here is not to pmo/mo and fill that free time with new things. Go enjoy that! I am distracting myself by working out Reading and learning a new language.
