[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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Day 5:
No relapses or any kind of urge. But, there is a feeling of emptiness. At times I feel like I am not interested in anything around me. Hope it will be alright in few days.
Things I have been doing since morning:
* Keeping myself occupied through work.
* Never allowed my mind to be free.
* Started learning a new language (Hindi)
 
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Day 23. Had a dream today where I watched porn. It was about to turn into a wet dream but when I was close I did woke up. Then I change my sleeping position and kegel real hard and it stopped it for the most part.
 
Day 1 successfully completed... Yesterday was not a hard day... There was no temptation... I need to let days as in my previous 87 day streak... But in those days I have seen porn often and even attempt masturbate even... But this time I need to have proper PMO days, No porn, no masturbation... I need to be more alert about any impulse that will turn on my temptations.
 
Day 6:
The monster has started to peep in. Have been struggling to kick out the thought of PMO since morning. For the past four days it was calm as an ocean, but the Tsunami has stuck today. The thought of relapsing has been constantly poking my mind. Fighting really hard to keep it at bay. When ever I feel like I want to go back to the PMO, I start diverting my mind (Either I chat with people around me or to the place where I can't be alone). So far a hard fought and successful day.
Things I did today:
* Continued the practice of meditation
* Tried few Kegal exercises
* Kept busy throughout the day
 
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