Relapsed! -_- I came home overnight from a long busy day. I was tired. I wasted sometime on internet for a while to change my mood and then ...... I had real success recently and I do not want to lose it. Starting over. Day 1.
You're right. I know it is, but i havent had it fixed in my mind. It hasnt stuck yet. Journallling my thoughts will help to remind me and have it stuck in my head that its the enemy. I need to meditate on it.
Relapsed. The feelings from the pornographic dream I had was too overwhelming for me as I was constantly fighting against my urges the whole day. I could not bring myself to hate porn as the urges was just too much I see this as a lesson to be taught and I've seen where I've went wrong. Haven't binged so I'm confident I'll be back to where I was Starting at Day 0
28/30 Its been a tough few days. Ive been looking at sexual imagery for a sec too long than I should. Sexual thoughts seeping in, harder to resist. begining to fantasies about pmo. In fact I feel like im going pmo after my after my 30 day goal. Its getting tough ! But look im stil doing well !!