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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
I don't know what's happening to me anymore. I went 26 days without PMO and relapsed months ago. Now i'm going back into that hellhole cycle. I don't know how I keep relapsing, I don"t know why I can't control myself anymore.
30 days complete. Meditating, keeping myself busy with other activities/hobbies and changing my environment when I felt weak were the biggest reasons I didn’t relapse. It’s very clique but you just have to take it one day at a time. Day 1, let’s do it!
Today felt a little bit easier than yesterday, perhaps because I met with more success at work, but the relative ease or difficulty of a day should be no explanation or excuse for what I accomplish or fail to accomplish. I am responsible for my own actions -- I need not be controlled by my desires.
I also live alone and work from home. You have to know what you want your life to be, who you want to be. If you are clear about that, you will have the strength to make it work. "To thine own self be true," - William Shakespeare (Hamlet)
Day 0. Going to achieve day 1 tomorrow... I’ll come back the day after tomorrow and say day 1/30 COMPLETE.
Relapseeeee...(31 relapses in 11 days total)
Day 21 - I think being on here helps, focus. Thanks for all the contributions I’ve been reading. Mild urges but nothing more.
Day 6 of 30
Went to the hospital, took a lot of
Tests, apparently I’m clean and would just need time to observe what’s going on. My gf is back in town and I could care less, tho I’ve missed her a lot, I barely can control my emotions so I get angry at her but I’m not saying she’s guiltless tho, stayed up late talking to her and we had an argument. Lesson learnt, GO TO BED ONCE ITS 10:30pm, Nothing Good happens after 10:30.
I’m hoping practicing No PMO would help me gain better control of my emotions.
I noticed an increase in sexual urge,
Still No PMO
I'm in! Day 0/30
I swear I will not masturbate during the next 30 days. That's my 2nd and last try. I can only use Internet once a week, so I'll update weekly.