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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
Day 2 here. I hope you all do well
checking in day 0
As mentioned day 4 was slightly or mostly shaky, Thank God, I did not commit the hard grave sin yesterday.
However, I did the mistake of fantasizing.
I read few posts and got some motivation for the good.
Realized the fanatisizing also makes me weak, and affects the rebooting process.
Even today morning had few dirty thoughts while travelling in the public transport.
I am determined to first reach the 30 days goal.
I have had earlier records of 30, 45, 63 days..
I should start and stay clean forever.
We all should WIN!!!
Its another day! Day 11/30. Will keep going!
FEELING CLEAR HEADED. I've been here before, and find about the 4th day of no PMO to be a threshold point where I get urges.
I believe the key to daily success is to have structure and a planned day. Being busy negates free time towards porn or escorts. Plan your work and work your plan. GO.
Day 23 of 30 complete!
Relapsed again, now i have cold turkey on my PC and porn blocker on my phone. Day 0 now.
Restarting due to a bout of fantasy that did not involve PM.
-- Day 6.
Hey man... I'd suggest keeping a rational mind and keeping your eyes on the goal. I've started a new habit of meditating every day, just 5 minutes after I shower. Sitting quietly with legs folded and eyes closed I begin by concentrating on my breathing. If a thought comes into my mind I force myself to come back to concentrate on breathing, feeling the air in my nostrils and my lungs filling up and the rush of air as I breath out. It's helped me keep calm and has had benefits beyond not fapping.
When I feel the urge I count down from 10, then get up and do something else. When the urge is gone I try and examine where the urge come from and how it made me feel. It doesn't always work but I think it's helped.
Keep strong. If you experiment you'll find the technique that works for you. You can definitely get over this. There is power in trying and not quitting!
Day 27... Almost there! A few days to go and this goal will be achieved. But I must stay vigilant. The urge to fap is still there, simmering in a part of me I can reach and expunge.
Thanks everyone for sharing you achievements and troubles. It helps me stay strong, knowing I'm not the only one battling to get there. We all have the power!
Day one baby, here we go. Well Ive gone clean since this wednesday. So today is day 3.
Day.7. Spent a significant of time on irrelevant things on youtube before i called myself to order and used it for what i intended it for, which is , for spiritual and mental education.
Still not happy i had to take so long. Not a good sign. I shouldnt have to get to the point where i have to call myself to order.
Because, the thought came the moment i opened youtube, go straight to what you came here for. I disobeyed.
I seem to be hitting every other day on posting. Day 5 done.
Daily check-in, on day 5.