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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
Got the 2 weeks! Almost halftime 14/30
-- Day 1.
Day 2 done
Day 3 almost
19/30 been so busy I almost forgot to post here...
Day 1, let's do this!
Day 1/30 done
Just finished day 3.
Day 13 :
I felt sad, even after doing so many things, still I get these dirty thoughts and uncontrollable urges.
Thank God, even though I gave up for these urges.. and they overcame my willpower, God did not gave up on me, he had some plan.. I escaped!!!
In general it was normal. Few mood swings due to conversation with people or miscommunication. But I felt good, I could handle the situation better.. Thank God. Also thank nofap. I am atleast slightly better in controlling emotions.
In the night I had few urges, wanted to see some triggerable videos.. But didnt watch it, I slept off.
Due to that urge, I had nocturnal emission.
Ate sugary foods, getting strong urges.
Opened nofap for help!!
There is no option like beating self.
Why do we think that committing this sin as an option...??!!!!
Think about this!
I've just relapsed today. I've often managaged streaks of 14 - 18 days, but that's the time when I seem to relapse. I'm not even mad at myself anymore, I just feel sad and empty. PMO is such a such an evil force; it's so bloody difficult to break free from mit... On a more optimistic note, a 30-day-challenge seems just what I need now: definitely a longer streak than I've managed so far, but with a finishing line not as far remote in the future as the 90-day-challenge... Shiftless and powerless/frustrated though I may seem at the moment, I'll take on this challenge and I'm going to take it serious. I really want to get rid of this burden on my life, mind and soul. I'm gonna throw myself into it wholeheartedly. I'm going to post in this thread every day and report about what's going on. Wish me luck, as I wish all the best to anybody else taking part in this challenge.
See you tomorrow!
N o v a l i s
P.S. Maybe somebody else wants to join this challenge today... We could then sort of take this challenge on in step... I could surely do with some encouraging words, and I'm always more than willing to encourage/give hope to others in this same predicament.
Day 10/30 is done.
Daily check-in, on day 14.
Day 15/30 pretty much over, until now it was manageable to control the triggers and impulses... but for sure it’s not easy.
Guys always have the big picture in mind when the monkey in the head tries to takes over! He is not you and can’t take over the control if you don’t let him. Speak to him and remind him who is the boss and makes the decisions!
Also we are in this together and the support when you check in here daily is great. Even if it’s just a like or thumbs up
Day 5 / 30
-- Day 2. I'm having a lot of urges, but I'll try to get past today.
Read this : 6 years clean
As it mentioned in that article, only through constant improvement in our knowledge about rebooting and the harmful effects of this sin only, we will be able defeat the temptation demon.
We all are fighting together, we all stand together.
We will have to win!!
There is no option!!
We will WIN!!