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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
Day0. Lets get started. #motivated
Today was toughest day so far of this streak. Had sexual dreams and spent the rest of the day struggling to resist. Also brain is trying to trick me. "Christmas is coming up, you'll relapse when you've drank, so just put this off until the new year." But made it through, got a few hours of reading before bed but hopefully I will be back tomorrow without having fallen off the wagon.
Day 7/30, last night I had strong urges to watch porn . I remember giving up to those urges mostly everytime in the past but yesterday I fought so much against my mind.
I told myself if you open a porn site just for a second it's over, you're gonna masturbate for sure. I ran to my desktop pc at 11pm and went to the forum and clicked panic mode. I am new here and this was the first time I used that button. I went to a emergency page and I read a long story of a dude -- who overcame PMO and alcohol and weed addiction consistent 120 days. It felt so much better My mind got relaxed and I asked myself. This is hard but this is what I need to get my life together. It's now or never.
Today morning I felt amazing like never before.
Guys let's do this. Finish this challenge .. fuk porn
Day 6! I realize that's not much but this is awesome!
Day 15 of 30
Sure yeah... I'd finish this 30 day task on Dec 19th but my hardwork needs to stay consistent. Urges are getting stronger everyday
Day 17. Urges hit me at an all time high today. Fought against those urges all day and I'm glad I resisted
I feel like I've hit a flatline after those sexual tensions; no libido, loss of energy but no matter, moving forward...
Day 12... Will complete my target on Christmas
Check in 27/30
Relapsed. So its DAY1. I had it coming, from past few days i have this urge inside me to watch just 2 min of porn don't know why.
I tried to avoid it but failed & ultimately gone for that 2 min which became 1 hr. & Hence the relapse.
If someone have some tricks or some experience about avoiding this mega urge to watch please share it. Im out of ideas.
Yesterday I have completed day 28/30
Why not try the Wim Hof breathing method, bro. Whatever ... The fact that you are here is already an achievement. Hang on. I do not suggest things I have not tried. I adjusted this proven breathing with out the breathing from the mouth. It takes a long time. Aside from instantly countering cold climate, t also makes the body alkalinic so that bacteria and virus do not thrive.
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field. I'll meet you there.-Rumi
Checking in Day 7.
I emphatize with you, great soul. There are many leads here to counter that urge to watch porn. There are many layers to that desire. The most basic is that man's need to know, to interpret and to explain. Another level is to be entertained. Then the urge level from our reptelian brain from our cave man collective experience.Im going in the higher Zen or other ancient learning territory. Most important is that you take that problem seriously. Maybe read about addiction. Gabor Mate and Peter Levine focuses on trauma which I think we both do not have. But it s a great way to start. You will know that you are rising above common wisdom and ordinary life when you reach the concept of self-love. Just my humble idea.
Challenge is going so well that I completely forgot about it!
i was already at 3 days so i decided to join cuz why not.
Day 1/30 complete. I can see that the previous 20 had an impact on my brain. The process works!
moving to day 3
Today is day 29/30. It was hard, i have too much to organize my family. And I am struggeling with university. But at least I have acomplished another day of noPMO.